| | why is conformity so hard for me?
I can't fit in among the hundreds of kids around me
why can't I just go with the flow.
cause I really know better?
well, that's never really stopped me too much before
of course, this is completely different.
I can't just let the world take me, that would change me beyond recognition
but that seems like the easier option.
Autopilot is increasingly becoming a very appealing word to me nowadays
but I doubt I could stay sane, living like that
ugg. I don't want to hurt anyone.
i know one day I'll likely screw up something. very hopefully, not someone.
I see the emotions through the cloaks you try to hide it through.
and it hurts me almost more than it hurts you, cause all I can see is myself ruining your life
faceless, lifeless, heartless
but I can't really call that being alive, can I?
Is there anyway to really get want you want out of life? without changing your dreams after everyone tells you it's impossible? I want to be happy. no not happy, just content. and I want to help others get there too, but without crushing their dreams.
I hope I'm going at this the right way.
I don't want to screw up
I don't want to screw up
I don't want to screw up
really really not at the expense of a friend
"The easiest way to avoid living is to just watch. Look for the details. Report. Don't participate."
you and me both, Chuck Palahniuk.
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| | Posted 12/5/2007 6:29 PM - 75 Views
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